I wish there was a less cliche word for sorry.

I know I meant to update classes for 2010 by mid Dec and it is already X'mas eve....
Only 1 word to describe-lazy... still in the hols mood and stuffed too much with sushi and ramen from my Japan trip.

Promise.. promise.. it will be out soon.

In the meantime, here's wishing everyone a blessed X'mas.


Made this for my nephew's gf who is a X'mas eve baby.... yup.. other than my BIL's wedding cupcakes... I basically lepak the whole of December...

Busy, broke and stress.

To think about my boy coming mon op, it's still a heavy stone in my heart. Till I am losing my focus in job. I just pray everything is ok although this is a small op which will take only 2 hour. I just hope the op can proceed as it is, when we are in CK hometown from 6 - 12 Dec. The doc from NUH call us to request whether I can give up my slot on 16/12/09 for another patient, as he/she condition is more critical.

These 2 days I didn't put Cayden in school, need to let his cough recover. If not, he have to miss the op again, and my heart will continue to feel heavy.

Meanwhile Caleb took his 1st Pneumococcal jab on 19/12/09. Now he is 11kg and Cayden is 18kg. Caleb is very brave, never cry. Good job chup chup.

My X'mas wishes is 2 boys are healthy.

the past few days were great.. went for carolling on sat at 3 different places.. some old folks home, st. lukes hospital and the SAFE(senior adult fellowship) house.. haha.. caught up with lots of ppl and had great food!!! =D

combined service today was okay i guess.. was abit late cos i woke up late =P the song which the choir sang after the sermon was damn cute! haha.. so went to simple bread with games comm (carine,eunice,joyce) and the OLDER PEOPLE (mostly the coaches) then to town to shop.. haha.. then met wilson and group at 313 too.. got stuck there for damn long cos there were so many ppl and we were always waiting for ppl or finding ppl.. haha.. bought 2 shirts and a pair of leather shoe today so quite happy la.. but was kinda feeling sick cos town was full of ppl everywhere!!! oh wells.. going to shop again tmr and tues.. LOLS! i think i'm shopping too much but i really have lots of stuff to buy!!!

oh no christmas is coming and i havent write my cards yet!!! GG.. haha..

Tonight I realise I'm superbly tired, Tonight I realise I will trade anything to leave my next three days free.
Mhmm, tired :(

Checked my mail. I finally got the last one. Finally. Now, i just have to wait for march to come and leave everything to Him. Praise the Lord. 

My heart melts each time the movie ends. It makes me fall in love with the idea, leaving me longing for my very own fairytale.

Tomorrow again.

Damn Hollywood. 

Was really looking forward to seeing it, but the editorial screwed it up in the mag and got my photo and write up mixed up with another patissier.. Grrr...

Nevertheless, here's the correct one.

It's really funny how that particular song played in the background when i was secretly seeking a particular advice. And the advice was somewhat against your current. And yet the song still continued to play in the background obviously causing a war between my conscience and emotions. I rolled my eyes as i blocked out the music. Coincidence or devil's play?

I need to make my choice soon.

promised joan that i'll blog so yeah.. came back from thailand and i really missed the place cos sg is so HOT!!! haha.. managed to buy some things from the mall over there and things there are really cheap.. thinking of going back there again sometime after i ord =D

the plane ride on the way back was so fun!!! a plane full of ns guys=chaos!!! i really pity the pretty air stewardess cos almost everyone will stare at her when she walk pass and some even asked her to take photo with them.. damn funny!! so reached back to sg, chionged all the way back home packed my stuff and went for yf camp the next morning.. (=

yf camp was kinda dead at the start when i went there but slowly i realise that the camp was different in another way and turns out yf camp was really good!! really liked the prayer room (good job ppl!!) basically didnt sleep much throughout the camp cos i was preparing stuff for the games and was writing cards..

amazing race on wed was really fun.. was station master with jiahui and we managed to talk alittle even though most of the time i was kinda sleeping/stoning.. =P thurs was risk reloaded and i was the station master for some water bomb game.. glad most teams had fun bombing each other =DD (sorry to those ppl who got wet cos of me =P esp. chuanchuan)
night games on the last night was okay i guess.. really hope the kids had fun playing captains ball..
the last day of camp basically was packing up and debrief then went over to chuan's place to talk after debrief.. it was great!!! =D laughed quite abit cos of (you know what).

sat got called back to camp cos of some manning thingy.. quite sucky )= missed dom's wedding.. (ANYWAY CONGRATS DOM!!!) went down straight to town to meet the guys at minds cafe.. kinda fun but when i reached there, i only got to play abit =S

oh wells.. christmas is coming soon!!!! carolling,group outing,games outing,omega night,steamboat,bbq, zoo and MORE!!!! CANT WAIT!!

HAH JOAN MY POST IS QUITE LONG K!!!

ANYWAY I TWEET MORE THAN I BLOG.. =P
http://twitter.com/happyyetbusyguy

2 things I have been telling CK:

1. Just take a flight straight to Penang instead to his hometown, so we no need to pay so much on ticket and also no need to rush. See as he not willing to heed my advice, the price he paid is 4 of us, constantly need to catch flight. The worst one is from KL to his hometown, due to Air Asia delay, we are only left with 30 minutes to catch the flight. Imagine I have to be so bloody thick skinned, to beg the Immigration staff counter that is meant for Air Crew queue to let me go first. Then carry the baby and Cayden rush to the Domestic departure counter to get our tickets to the next flight. Just to make sure we reach in time. Be amazed, I ran faster with CK despite I suppose to be the slower one since I have the 2 boys with me, and he only handle luggage.

2. Tell him many times to feed Caleb medicine or change him by himself. Refuse, insist me to do all these, so price he paid, is Caleb keep puking and he clear all this mess.

Additional info, the old folk at his home now are so crazy about sleeping on hard surface. They don't suffer but we suffer because I am 101% not used to it. So I didn't sleep well throughout this journey. Geez.

Caleb was ill from this trip. Perharps is because in-laws anyhow fed him or the weather is too hot.

To be frank, I never like to go there, first is the weather, second is my in-laws - nagging, third imagine my dressing are restricted and lastly, need to wash my own clothes.

So from wed night till today, he's mainly on breastfeed. I am so tired now from carrying him to nurse. He just puke whenever I feed him porridge or milk. What can I do? Moreover, he only want me and nobody else. So if I leave his sight, he will go crazy and cry, this will aggravate his situation and he will puke again.

Ever since his two front teeth appear 2 weeks ago, I think another 2 front teeth is going to appear on the top. As his LS period start again:(